Bittersweet

Dont wanna write bout love or even sex too
Dont even know what i wanna write bout just as long as it aint bout you
But now theres my problem because instantly your in my head
As I write these words I wish you was laying right here in this bed
But that just wont happen no matter what I try
Its like every time I see her she got my mind singing like Johnny Gill just My My My
Crazy part is just realized a new truth to the situation
I now see its you...not her, either way im still waiting
All we do is fight and everyone can see it
But i cant deny it all that fightin got this fire lit
Not in a sexual way but more like an emotional burn
I keep getting caught up with these damn females when will i learn
But shit seems different this time because crazy as this is i swear i really i hate you
Yet i know this gotta be something real because im still trying to be with you
Bittersweet, your gonna be the death of me
I dont want you, but I need you
Love you and hate you at the very same time