I can still feel you holding me telling me everything would be ok
I remember the countless nights i sat at your hospital bed praying that god gave you just 1 more day
Those times when everything seemed to be getting worst you could always make me smile
But as i sat by your bed there was nothing i could be to repay the favor, so i just would sit for a while
You always said i was your favorite and just 1 look from me could make you jump for joy
Yet as your days came to an end i didnt come around as much because i couldnt stand to sit and cry like a little boy
I went through a time after you passed where i blammed myself for you not making it longer
I thought maybe if i had been around more you would been able to prosper
Maybe if i had given you that reason to be happy you would still be here with me today
But instead it was your time to go and since my skys have been stained a silent gray
But i know your in a better place now and i just gotta let it go
But i could never let you go grandma i just couldnt sink that low
I carry you with me everyday, in the way i live my life
Without what you taught me i would be nothing more then trife
I miss you still and i know its for the best but theres no denying this.......not having you still hurts
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