Forgotten Way of Life

I feel this pain deep inside my soul and i just cant seem to find the reason why
It feels like there is something inside me screaming out for help and the feeling just wont die
Or is it someone that i hear, someone that i lost in the past that needs to be heard
Almost like a rebirth of an enternal part of me whos trying to fix my vision which has become blurred
This ex part of me is my childhood soul who i have silently been killing over time
The dreams, innocence, and compassion of my youth have been far lost from my mind
Replaced by greed, selfishness, and insecurities...signs of the young adult
What has happened to the little boy i once was and who is 2 fault
I had a dream tonight in which i lived life as i am and as the child i use to be
At first i looked through the eyes of the adult and saw all the amazing things in me
But when i saw myself through the childs eyes i hated what ive become
What happen to not just me but the child in all of us when life was fun
People argue that kids have no grasp on life and don't understand whats important in their lives
But i now see thats its us, the adults who have the fucked up attitude, livin trife
Dont you remember when life was simple and we didnt expect anything in return from it
All we wanted was to have fun and get spolied from the parents a bit
The days when we felt that true compassion to shed a tear when we felt pain
When we never even hesitated to hold out our hand to help in spirit of the game
I need that spirit back because honestly i hate what we have all turned into over the years
We are the people our childhood selfs swore never to be and now we dont even care
Well i for one am sick and tired of putting on a facade just to fit in to what society wants
From now on im going back to the little Chance who laughed at the simple things in life and always got the BIG ASS bowl of Captain Crunch 
Back to the days when watching Power Rangers and playin Sega was all i really needed
And having to get dressed up was like tourture but i knew if i didnt do it then here came that beatin
Don't get me wrong im not going to start doing those individual acts but its that spirit that i will again carry after 2nite
That no problem is to big, the sun will come up tomarrow, not scared of embarassment, gotta love it lil kid way of life...